Everybody has a breaking point.

Hey, everyone. Its been a while huh? Life is changing so much. I am growing into a beautiful young lady. One more year in high school. I'm not saying that's good, but I'm not saying its bad. I'm thinking of college already, but I won't mention, until I make it :) .. I pray that God watchs over me, and continues to bless my family.

Breaking Point

I have finally found who I am, what I want, and most importantly what I need. No more time for drama, and tears. It's time to "woman up", and take responsibility to for my actions, and everything going on in my surroundings. I've learned that friends aren't always your friens, because they say they are. Love isn't always love, because you thought it was. I am happy with who I am today, but I know that I can do better. I will no longer look for my friens to fill the void inside of me. I will look to the man above to reassure me that everything is okay!

Forget About It !

I am really starting to give up on this thing called " Love " in high school ! I really hate the fact that what you thought, felt, or, assumed does not matter when it comes down to love. It seems like everytime you come back in my life, you screw your own chance up. This is exactly why I am cold hearted, because no one in this world (especially in high school), thinks twice about the person you just hurt, just to look cool in front of all of your friends ! & here the girl is, sitting in the bathroom stall, crying, sweating, and can not even compose a complete sentence, over a boy that was not even worth her time, but did she know that when she went in to that realationship blind ? NOPE ! that' s the missed up thing about " Love " .

Love

. You know when you get that feeling that you ' ve found a great person to spend the rest of your life with ? It really does not matter if that person is your bestfriend, boyfriend, or husband, does it ? But, then you think back to a time where you " thought " you found tha right person .. && no matter how hard you tried to do right by them .. They do you wrong , down right dirty ! I hope this person does not do that .. Because then , i guess i would just have to move on && try all over again huh ?

Catching up ..

. Soo , it ' s been a while since I blogged huh ? Well , a lot has changed in my life .. for the better , I would like to think .. Let 's start from my freshman year at CHS !



Well , that year wasn 't so great , I changed schools , 3 times ! Not to mention , some of the people that i thought were my bestfriends .. Turned out to be my worst enemies ! Shout out to Naidya Farrelly , if it wasn 't for you dawg , i 'd still be walking round ' here blind .. I ' m glad that 's not happening right ? Well , I met some wonderful people at JOJ ! At first I was kind of afraid to meet new people , but i ' m glad i did , because those people made my day ' s feel even shorter at JOJ (: , Love you bunchessss Jagss !

Now I am at HSV ! Had some ups && downs , but i ' ve met my girl 's for life .. Starting w / Kianna Hendrix ( aka Craig )&& Shaterra Turner ( aka Shawty )? Love them to death .. i knew they were riding when we all got suspended on tha same day for beating those " ghetto girls " up ! Haha .. Anyway ' s , on to Fredrick && Tyecia Carr , nicest people i ' ve ever met . They will give you the shirt off their back && for that i dearly love them .. Last but surely not least Alaina Gamble ( aka Crack Head Felicia ) .. She ' s really the only person that depends on me , lol ! With her up 's && downs with my ( fake ) cousin , no matter what I will love her to death ..



WELL , it ' s about that time that I end this blog posting , but that was a little bit of my new life .. until next time (: